come in my dreams =)

lately iv been having mood swings.. =\
no im not pregnant how can i be.. im a men
=D iv hadfun times
^^, met pretty imressive n friendly ppl
=| wasted time on series & movies
$_$ had my mind on making a lotof "CASH"

i chased millions of dreams O_O

i guess its what my biggest debt is O_o

i felt lonely more of the times than being with sum1 =?

Today i tried chasing yesterday..

i wanna move away =$

i find outmy life getting more abt me then them..
i thought this was not a good post while writing .. but once i had such intrest in this .. =/

what i had in mind

siyaasa dhuvas kolhega ulhevunu gothuge foto.. ceyna and twitee/me and the ambureller



grade 1: i wanted to be a doctor.
grade two: score some goals in playing foot ball
grade 3: quit playing foot ball and join independec day dance
grade for: got kicked out of swiming team. didnt get selected, i was too short and didnt have thes skill (who cares , i went there for the sandwitch and banana n the milo.. :))
grade 5: danced like i never danced before
grade 6: missed my primary school
grade se1 : missed graduation... was too kewl for sckool
grade ate: welcome to the jungle.. aka majeedhiyaa.. and hell yeah i joined the independece day dance again.. oohh yeah
grade 9: i wonder if they had a better name.. dharumavantha..!!!
grade 10: wish i studied in the 1st term.. and yes mock exam results was better than i expected.. Ass n Bees

well just some thoughts that brought me in while i was going through my picture album last night.. i have so many freaking memories and some of them are too freeaky and "lovely" to forget.

Mistakes

How often do we make the mistake that changes the rest of our life's upside down. It was never to happen but due to uncertainty and low self esteem. When the event struck you back it makes the concrete as fragile as silky sand. Its time when you realised that nothing can prove your innocent though you are...

A main cause of is, really thinking of your actions before doing them. We don't plan our everyday events. It's not like words coming out of your mouth, similar in a different kind of way.

There are times when people think that they shall never be forgiven for their mistakes. But it really takes a lot of courage to ask for forgiveness and accepting the fault or mistake.

When truly the person forgiving can be the most superior of them all.

It takes sometimes to realize that we have been holding something very precious and we ignore them.

 

Love your friends, parents are always awesome, love your wife, love that annoying brother and sister, love your enemy, love your partner, love your life, when only you truly lived it full...

Visney meehaa

It’s funny when we realize that how some problems are overcome with a little bit of confidence and an effort of making stuff right. I was just thinking and came to my mind of some very hard times, making me feel really sorry for myself for acting like a looser and not taking an action before it had to end. There was always the other way around. I don’t know why when in times we need to think like this it doesn’t come to our minds. May be we are too weak to act tough in times.

Iv realized that I can come up with the answer of a problem, which is the solution. The thing is I need to make up my mind over the options available.

It so happen to be, I wanted this Laptop. It was a serious case n I’m a person who wants a job to be done on time. So I call a brother in Malay and asked the price comparing to a previously checked lap. So I saved a lot and achieved the goal. Some times when we really set our minds in achieving a goal it doesn’t get to be a trouble but something you have to do to satisfy that thirst.

Am now waiting for arrival of my lap... Well saving money was never an easy task for a person like me who wants to waste it n beykaaru haradhu was not a big concern.

Well the point is getting too depressed or thinking like your sinking is not an answer, it’s another problem. We need to have faith in God + our self, motivations by people n self motivation can be the biggest help. Never let down a dream, it all starts small and then it gets real.

when to say Yes n No

Its hard when people have to make a decision over things they want n things they need.Most of all if that has to be choosing side with friends or more.What there to make a decision between a betrayer n alover.Will you choose friendship over love?What is there to sacrifice after giving it all?Are we sure we fall for the right person?Is there a limit for love?Are we sure of loving n caring?Why is that we men are not really aware of true love?Are women always complicated in a situation of LOVE?Why are people so naïve?Is there a reason for not trusting the right person for the wrong reasons?Is there forgetting after forgiving?How much love are you expecting from a blind deaf man?Are we all deaf inside?What’s the reason to hurt a person?Is love waiting at corner of the next road?Is there really a myth with people not caring after 3 years of relationship?Why does we look for the right person when the person with you thinks is right for him/her?Why can’t we travel back time?Why are we wishing on strars? How come no one has a clue of why we are doing it?Why is there regretting after doing the right thing?Why is the best thing and the hardest thing is same?Why cant we love one person forever n ever?

I've dealt with my ghosts and I've faced all my demons
Finally content with a past I regret
I've found you find strength in your moments of weakness
For once I'm at peace with myself
I've been burdened with blame, trapped in the past for too long
I'm movin' on

I've lived in this place and I know all the faces
Each one is different but they're always the same
They mean me no harm but it's time that I face it
They'll never allow me to change
But I never dreamed home would end up where I don't belong
I'm movin' on

I'm movin' on
At last I can see life has been patiently waiting for me
And I know there's no guarantees, but I'm not alone
There comes a time in everyone's life
When all you can see are the years passing by
And I have made up my mind that those days are gone

I sold what I could and packed what I couldn't
Stopped to fill up on my way out of town
I've loved like I should but lived like I shouldn't
I had to lose everything to find out
Maybe forgiveness will find me somewhere down this road
I'm movin' on

I'm movin' on
I'm movin' on

--I'm moving on Rascal Flatts--

img source: alhugandu

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Was Lost

Mee vaadhuvas kolhakee ingey ... it stated from (31.01.09) Saturday
this was suppose to be a day that we had an exam .. i tried to study but i couldn't do well in that.. cox my friends were getting ready to go on a trip on Friday.. so the exam was stopping me .. on the 31 i got the MSG saying the exam was delayed to next Thursday.. i was like sooooooo pissed off... so any ways i was back with the books.. i mainly lost interest in that exam after that... so another Thursday went by.. no decisions were made for finalizing an exam date.

so life has been like this roller coaster for me... iv come up with major challenges in life...a lot of downs .. with lil ups

id like to get a nice "planner" with the calender and the notes part,,... you know .. i want to stay organized....

was on "salaam".. yeah i needed a break from those 8-4 working hour.. which is getting suckier.. each n every day.. i sleep from 3 to 5 before..:S what am i suppose to do now.. well I'm sleeping at office when I'm doing work.. i like take naps in the meetings... n take long coffee breaks.. aarrggghhh ... i use to love work..

talking of love.. this is serious business.. i mean,, its competitive.. it makes you "choose" ,it has this lust... the jealousy.. n the most interesting part with people following me what am doing when I'm doing .. how I'm doing .. ;) [ifyouknowwhatimean]

i am loving my friends and family more... getting good chat buddies.. n sms buddies.. n talking buddies.... i almost lost two best friends.. well safety pins are holding them n me together...

i didn't know that i was away from blogging fo long ... it was just the not posting.. iv been in here jumping through other blogs...well i think im getting on track now...

Ms_paint =]

cekolhu09

Mi kurehumun mi dhakuvanee dhonveliganduga in " ce kolhe' ",,,...

Pleassure of guilt

He had his mind set right on it
To clam it he crossed the spirit

On his right lays the one
Looking on to what's been done
Fills the heart with guilt


Universe of storm it built

Return back where he came
Where nothing seems to be same

Got the gain
He hugged the pain

Wished on lies
Worthless his soul flies
Ain't the time
To pay for crime

Paid with blood
Covering earth with a flood
Taking it all
He takes the fall

He fights a fight
For what is right

photo edit in mspaint09 ;]